Swe's reflection down through pen

I know you since we were so young , I had my hair short and you had long . Really admired you the way you carry yourself with your hair , Your hair was long smooth silky , making everyone stare . Half of the females wished to have hair like you , Your trend weren't getting anywhere to old but so damn new . We grew up with our own vibes and energy , I turned out to be Tom- boyish and you managed to look like westerly gallery . I loved watching you then , still do now , You amaze me and make me whisper the word"wow ". Critique and other nonsensical comments you won't allow , To affect you and your mentality then and now . My adoration towards you is just not a mere feeling , But whatever you do and pull it off , looks appealing , I have watched you from a distance ever since we were young , From your long hair to a piled messy bun . From the way you lift the skirt and walk by , Walked in sari looking elegant chick in heels high. I watched you grow and ...

Is it still hard to overcome those pains? Are you still filled with his dirty stains? He thought you were an angel in disguise. He had no clue he woken up the underground demon under those firey lights. The time he realized, it  was way too late to take any action, I am beyond that attraction but deadly infection. They say to move on and forget him, Unable to realize my intentions to break his limb. He took my kindness as that weak, Exposing his sugar-coated lies would be historic. It's not the grudges or  some random complaint, A big mistake to take a murderer as a calm humble saint. Shattered my trust and used my feelings like dices of his pleasure games, In the end, had useless fights, and burdened me with all the blame. Maybe for him, it was fun and entertaining to watch someone fall and crawl, It didn't take much time for me to turn from Paul to Saul. I am here alive not shedding tears anymore, A wasted lot of time on so-called manly being, Happily kicke...

It was time of showers , Pouring lil by lil day and night . Chilly morning with hot coffee by my side . The only thing i miss , his presence in my bedside . I would be in the embrace of his curled up arms tight . I know I miss these moments so bad , Without him around , i am going mad , Spending days like this are turning my soul to be gloomy and sad ! My ideal weekends is him and books of my choice, Having them together in my days are one those of moments that makes me rejoice . I live in the chapters that i can feel from within, In those scenes ,  I feel like living . I had no clue my days would go like this , That I would crave for that candy kiss . It's not that desperation that you would call , But it's my way of intensifying my fireball. Alone with those chapters in my hand , Starting my adventures to an unknown island. Defeating those unp...

Let me tell you , I am shy person too , Not that confident, to look while talking to you . The day  I did ,  I realised I missed that flickering view . Your eyes stood out to be your reflections , when you go silent . Suppresing your own emotions  and changing your moods like climate . You have no clue I can read your words by your eyes more than your mind can do , That's how I got obsessed by your unspoken words too. I know you will find this crazy , Seeing you smiling with those glazy , makes me feel better daily . Little did you know , those eyes has the spark of diamonds. Just beautiful and well designed , Personality with those eyes combined . It's not any kind of flattery ,but the the facts defined . I hope you appreciate it rather than denying . I know you have the habit of keeping things behind those laughing smiles . Believe me with those eyes you ha...

I looked at him for the first time , Noticed something that it was hard for me to ignore everytime . It wasn't the usual thing that i can find in some other , Neither can ask from another . I feel the warmth of his personality , Makes me smile just randomly . I never knew I would get close to that curve on his face , That i would end up asking him out for dates . Lord ! I am helpless when he just smiles in between those conversations. His smiles are just bad temptations. It isn't my fault when I lose my patience , Just watching his calm face ,changing into my admiration imaginations . Finding reason to keep that curve , Because believe me he actually deserves . Him with his smiling face , Conquers his fears and unwritten fates . There's no possible way that i could stop myself admiring this creation . For me , he stood out to be an inspiration !

                 In a time like this ,  when we are distances apart, Our minds aren't thinking the same , Having our own spaces, still giving each other blame.  We aren't precious to eachother  anymore , Love still prevails in this globe , I ain't sure . Wasn't this world was supposed to be a beautiful earthly garden , When did it turned out to be so burden . Taking away our hands in the times of trouble, We lost our kindness and we don't define ourselves as humble . I know we are mere humans filled with greed , But we can't let others bleed for our own selfish needs . How hard was it to understand that everyone's same,   Treating others wrong and gaining nothing but shame . It's not too late to realise that we are humans for a cause ,              Before its too late to realise our loss