You are mistaken !

Is it still hard to overcome those pains?

Are you still filled with his dirty stains?

He thought you were an angel in disguise.

He had no clue he woken up the underground demon under those firey lights.

The time he realized, it  was way too late to take any action,

I am beyond that attraction but deadly infection.

They say to move on and forget him,

Unable to realize my intentions to break his limb.

He took my kindness as that weak,

Exposing his sugar-coated lies would be historic.

It's not the grudges or  some random complaint,

A big mistake to take a murderer as a calm humble saint.

Shattered my trust and used my feelings like dices of his pleasure games,

In the end, had useless fights, and burdened me with all the blame.

Maybe for him, it was fun and entertaining to watch someone fall and crawl,

It didn't take much time for me to turn from Paul to Saul.

I am here alive not shedding tears anymore,

A wasted lot of time on so-called manly being,

Happily kicked the feelings out of the door.

Done with your labels and judgemental ideas,

Better check my background and history itself on Wikipedia.

I am impressed by your involvement in your own created  temporary shades,

You are very lucky, I haven't used my sharpened blades,

Let me tell you for once,

You messed up with the wrong grenade!