wasn't that enough ??

Was that bad or was i bad to make you feel something which you shouldn't have gone through.

was it my fault that i made your own personal world move .

i have no clue what went wrong and where did i left my sight .

as i clearly know you were the only woman right in front of my eyes.

i gave you  my heart in so much belief and trust .

you just use it and made me roam all around like nuts .

i loved you gave things more than you deserve,

but i lost my self respect and you showed me my worth .

i never judged you for what people whispered all around ,

because i know my fate and believe my grounds.

even though i knew the eyes which were meant to shine for me,

are not the same which they use to be.

you seem to be lost but not in the world you belong ,

you crossed the miles away just like an old song .

i realised the fact that my love was not that strong ,

to make you stay and make you realise that you were wrong.

The day your hands slipped from my hold ,

i was letting go of the heart that i once stole .

You have no clue how hard it was to see you walk away,

I was there standing numb with no words to say .

I am here still standing on the same street,

the first time i was blown off my feet.

             I saw the angle live for the first time in my life,

  I was not able to believe my damn eyes.

                        you were pretty enough to capture my attention and made me stuck all over for more than a minute.

                        A woman who just touch my heart through her smile and the dimples on her cheeks were the only thing to make me stand and stare and my voice mute.

I loved you like there's no tomorrow ,

                                   because your presence and existence in my life just took all away my sorrow.

      It was hard for me to believe to let go of your hand,

                 i failed to heal your scars and pieces  to mend .

   Again I am in the same cafe where we shared our warmth through our coffee.

   its again raining to welled up my heart and eyes again,      
 I   missed the love of coffee with your voice echoing in my ears and words storing in my mind. 

    your every words are still fully versed in my mind and heart .

   still i was not able to save our relationship from breaking apart .

         I still had no clue how much i would have give in ,

to avoid or let go of that big sin.

I knew you meant a lot to me , 

    the memories was flooded but was meant to be drowned in the sea.

   Still that cup in my hand trying to feel your warmth again.

still I miss you and cry when it rain .

      its not you anymore but the love i had in my heart store, just got over  and there's no more .