Crown is not my necessity

                          
                        

In the world where beauty is defined in curves and flats,

I don't believe these kind of ideologies that they states .

I was built and born with with lots of faults and flaws,

was a victim in every meme page and trolls.

 people made fun of me through my every inches,

that I was growing big in every width possible ,

and fitting into cute dresses was making me uncomfortable.

I know there are times where i have seen myself in the mirror .

thinking what went wrong and what and how to fix

I was apart from my friends and the place that I love.

I know I was trembling from inside,

the fake praises and words were not there to be in my side. 

I was losing bit of myself  when insecurities crept in,

I was trying to make myself which i never ever been .

going through unwanted diet and and lot of tights,

struggles in being perfect in every sight .

I was no more me and there was somebody in front of mirror,

everything seemed faded and nothing seemed clearer.

filled with fake smiles and no true feeling of liking it in any form.

the unexpressed feelings and emotions were turning up into a raging storm .

I am not someone who will have to change myself to be called perfect ,

its me and I am beautiful in my own way , that's the fact .

the things that makes me happy and content ,

that's the reflection of true beauty, that's what  I meant .

its not the body or the way you dress,

or the face or the way you progress,

but the way you held your head up high in every circumstance.

without any fear of shame or oppress but in confidence ,

because this is how a QUEEN should dress.