Just the empty spaces

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I know the time I will let you go and leave my spaces of my heart vacant without you residing in it .

My life will turn upside down and well more into
bad shit
The happiness that was meant to stay forever was not actually that I ever believed and meant to be ,
I was only seeing things which I never realized that were things I was never ever meant to see.
I was blind enough to see the things beyond but I lived on the feelings which I wanted to feel,
The promises and the wrath were made together and tried to keep that forever in a strong seal .
The lights which were warm and embracing all over my life ,
Shadows crept in started ripping apart my best days of my life with the darkest knife .
The days and night were way too long filled with despair and confused minds ,
With every passing moment my strength and my patience to this was leaving my side .
This was something I never ever wanted , not even in my wildest dreams .
There was no escape from these prolong dark days , no matter how much I scream.
Desiring for light was seem just like a unfulfilled wish and dream .
Love was getting more painful and it was nothing like that of what it seems.
Happiness was in perks but I started losing it when reality checked in for awhile
He gave me that weird and filled with so sarcasm and a wild smile.
Everything started falling everywhere when I was losing my grip over things which made me stand firm,
It was the end of special bond of long term,
clueless about when it started and ended from.
I was stuck with all these thoughts late at nights,
tears would welled up in my eyes , looking at the city lights.
they were just blinking , and nobody cared,
were only meant to look and stare.
my feelings was something taken for granted,
the love in my heart was truly implanted.
but took it as avoidable thing ,
ended up as an angel with broken wing .
even though it seemed that i lost a lot,
but the amazing soul which I almost forgot
was still inside me in a very deep spot .
 I rebounded myself with wings covered in fire,
no more a depressed heart but an awaken soul to inspire,
I let the pain out , to make myself strong and brave,
as i lift myself and my wings from the unwanted grave.


  

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