you are my unfinished poetry!

I have no clue why it is like this?

Still stuck on my broken pieces.

Still thinking about the way to fix this.

I am stupid and mean to let you walk away,

never understood a single word you say,

you were the soul that I ever wanted to earn,

its the same scar left in my heart to burn.

letting my heart grow and heal and learn,

I know no matter how many times I will try to walk away,

his memories in my life are like shades of grey,

It was hard to realize, that I let it end it all in one strong wave,

made me shiver and made me dug my own grave.

I let go of the soul that I once craved.

accepting my mistakes my failures for letting you down,

I was not the same person when you are not around.

changes prevailed inside me and i don't feel the same,

I know whatever happened between us, I am to blame.

my lips still whisper your name.

 The pictures and the memories that made me come a long way

 will cherish the good times and bonding that comes in the replay.

People think I am way too crazy that words aren't there to define,

loving someone more than what I even call it as mine.

nobody has the right to tell or explain whom,

 and what to love or for what amount of time,

I felt the love with him and its one of my best crime.

even though he is out of love for me and won't feel the same,

my love still flows for him like a sea,

has no end and flows till infinity.

Ages will come and years will pass,

I will be standing on the same road to repass.

hoping to meet someday just to hold on to his hands,

confess my feelings unto him in one glance,

I know there would be times I will be out of words,

that's more than enough I could give myself the rewards