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No words left behind

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    You left with the wings that I left behind Its been so long , I still humming the old bonding song Looking at the photographs still fresh and young . It feels it was just yesterday having food and talking for so long I just miss you like crazy just like the times I use to be , Because you were the lock to my key and with you I was complete me. The bond and memories what we had together is something that I can’t name, And I now it isn’t anymore that long and same , And I just can’t let you take all the blame . The crazy filled moments captured in those years, Are the happiest moments which bring back the tears. Realising that the pictures is only thing I can hold unto for now, It won’t come back anytime or later on , its already gone, Memories just don’t fade , but strong enough to make me live on. There was this moment when I saw you smiling and laughing over stupid thing, You were a kid by heart but use to act like a man and showoff ...

Just the empty spaces

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I know the time I will let you go and leave my spaces of my heart vacant without you residing in it . My life will turn upside down and well more into bad shit The happiness that was meant to stay forever was not actually that I ever believed and meant to be , I was only seeing things which I never realized  that were things I was never ever meant to see. I was blind enough to see the things beyond but I lived on the feelings which I wanted to feel, The promises and the wrath were made together and tried to keep that forever in a strong seal . The lights which were warm and embracing all over my life , Shadows crept in started ripping apart my best days of my life with the darkest knife . The days and night were way too long filled with despair and confused minds , With every passing moment my strength and my patience to this was leaving my side . This was something I never ever wanted , not even in my wildest dreams . There was no ...

Crown is not my necessity

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                                                    In the world where beauty is defined in curves and flats, I don't believe these kind of ideologies that they states . I was built and born with with lots of faults and flaws, was a victim in every meme page and trolls.  people made fun of me through my every inches, that I was growing big in every width possible , and fitting into cute dresses was making me uncomfortable. I know there are times where i have seen myself in the mirror . thinking what went wrong and what and how to fix I was apart from my friends and the place that I love. I know I was trembling from inside, the fake praises and words were not there to be in my side.  I was losing bit of myself  when insecurities crept in, I was trying to make myself which i never ever been . going ...

It's all fair in Christmas

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I ts all Fair in Christmas. Its  the  month of December, the only reason to make us remember, that the holy baby was born in the holy chamber, and every one  was there to witness as the whole family member. In a world where we reside , living in groups where we divide, lot of people left alone and nobody to take their side. discrimination and judging that ’s  we all do, words and actions are just spilled out from us like fools, unable to understand the things what we do are not at all cool. we are hurting and letting our creator down, because we are the major reason for letting people frown. our incarnator never wanted u s  to be like this, He wanted us to be reason for each other bliss . enabling so many to feel and celebrate this season of joy as they are been thrown from the society like a broken toy. Everybody has the right and worth to celebrate this joyous days, let them feel the love of Christ in their own ways,...